The biggest piece to my signature project is of course, the production. I have a love hate relationship with the production process. Yes, it's a way to help me discover my sound and it allows me to be creative, yet I feel my relationship with my music production is like other artists maybe. I think I wrote about four different songs. That week, when I finished it, I loved it. But the more I worked on it, the more I picked at the details of my music. I would get so annoyed and end up deleting the entire song (which was a very bad idea), but I absolutely hated it. My friends loved it and yelled at me for deleting it all, but to me, it wasn't satisfying. I feel like if I put out my vision of music, I, at least should be happy and proud about it, yet, when I shared my songs, I felt embarrassed that it was going to be horrible. So I could have had like ten songs but I hated more than half of them, resulting more losses in my project.
|
"Music is our religion"
-Blasterjaxx |